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Thursday, August 02, 2007

``_____.*i nid a brk.#

sigh...all oso my fren wat, den wat do u expect mii to do, dun kip tryin to put d blame on urslf cans`? if der is sum1 to blame, den i mite as well take it, all i wanted was evry1 to compromise...y cnt we jus finish these 2yrs wif no conflict`? issit realii so difficult`?

jus now went out wif Jane, yaas, even she is so concern abt wat happened, so y cnt u all jus compromise`?

wat snatch fren`? wat's wif dis`? even if todae it's nt her, der'll b sum1 else, bcos we are dos veri sociable type, tts y we can clique wif anii1 easily...we're all classmates wat, y cnt jus b frens like u did...even if nt, y mus u h8`?

i noe u dun like her dee la, i see ppl, bo sa la ehh...bcos of tt incident, now u like abit bias towards her...budden, u cnt let dis affect d hoe of ur sch days wat...we mus learn to forgive and forget...

and, well, i noe u blame us for nt tellin u tt project has strted, it's nt we dun wanna tell u, is bcos i thnk tt i dunnid u to do aniithng yet, nt onii u dunnoe, take jess for example, i noe she's bz, tt y dos tt we can do, we'll jus do...and her scene is oso lst min cos we dunnoe hw to do den i ask her to do dee...she oso dunnoe projectstrted wat, wen i nid u, of cos i will let u noe...pls dun go and compare hu do more or less cans...by nw u all shld noe, i divide wrk accordin to evry1's own ability, and, i noe u dun wanna do ppt cos u cnt pia it out, fine, so of cos i do, cos i can pia it out, d most i dun go sch onii wat, my att no gd, is my business ritex...i'm fine wif dis...

and, wat i dun like, is, wen i ask sum1 sumthng, i expect an ans, esp wen it's on project, i am nt askin u where u wanna eat, i am askin u sumthng serious, so pls ans mii...dun jus kip quiet, kippin quiet brings u nowhere...and, wen i ask u to do sumthng, dun say "ehh, i dunnoe leh...hw arhs`?" if i noe hw, den all i do liaos wat...omg`!!!

it's okkaes, no1 wanna take up d responsibility to b d leader...okkaes, to us, it's like yes, leader, so wat`? i'm fine bein 1, aftr all, i'm learnin...gainin knowledge...nt say evrythng oso can say "dunnoe"dee..."dunnoe" is nt an solution...it's onii an excuse...for u to avoid thngs...and if we kip avoidin, we'll nva learn...and if u're so afraid of takin d risk to do it...den i wont let u do aniithng, jus lemme noe, dun i ask u do liaos den cum tell mii "huh...budden blah blah blah..."

and if u thnk tt u're realii hapii wif dem, of cos i wont stp u, u have ur own freedom to choose ur own frens, hu u wanna b wif...i oso wont go say dey snatch u frm us or wat so eva...it's ur choice to b wif dem...if tt makes u a happier person, well, so b it...u noe i dun like to force ppl to do thngs or stp ppl frm doin thngs dey like...budden y are u treatin us all machiam transparent eh`? i dun eat glass grow up dee cans, and hors, pls do nt bad mouth, though i'm nt realii bothered by it, budden yaas, dey are givin us attitude, shootin us wif glares, even though i nva see it, yalahs, dey saw it la...and if dey wanna listen to 1 side story, i oso cnt b bothered to go explain myslf le...i'm sick and tired of evrythng...i nid to wrk, still nid to face all these...can u all at least understand abit and strt compromisin`? it's nt tt i am so kpo...budden it's kinda affectin mii in sum way or anothr, all oso my frens, and den sudd sum gt bad impression and all, all...nt gttin d rite picture and den jump onto conclusion...gosh`!!!

i jus h8 it wen ppl accuse mii and dun trust mii...esp wen dey dunnoe wat and hw i thnk...dey strt judgin mii...evrythng has gt more than 1 side...pros and cons, top and bottom, front and back, even wen we say sides, der is 1 left and d othr rite...

y make mii say thngs tt i dun wan to`? mus it realii b dis way`?

we'll nva learn to b brave and strong if der's onii joy in d world.

so b it bahs...tts all...for now...

9:25 PM Z